Sunday, June 30, 2013

20/20


Hindsight is 20/20, as the saying goes. 

Reflecting on the last five to seven years of my life has proven this to me. Now normally, this phrase implies a feeling of regret or disdain about chances squandered or situations that could have unfolded differently. This weekend, however, has given new meaning to this phrase for me.

100 years ago, a fearless and stubborn group of Benedictine Sisters set out to create an inviting, challenging and spiritual environment in which to educate women. They desired to foster womens’ creative and intellectual minds and send them to put their spirituality into action in the modern world. And the College of St. Benedict was born.

Throughout the last 100 years, the school has cultivated an on campus community drawing young, talented women from all corners of the globe, to engage in meaningful learning to be carried out to impact the world. It has created a close-knit network of more than 21,000 alumnae who are actively involved in each other lives. And I am one of them.

This weekend, I visited campus to celebrate the college’s birthday. Reconnecting with generations of alumnae, faculty and staff and hearing endless stories of women championing issues in their field of study has been truly inspiring.  Awards were given to alumnae demonstrating outstanding leadership and achievement in their field. From social work, to neuroscience and even the justice system, Bennies are making their mark in today’s ever-changing world.

How grand to think that I have the same potential! How uplifting to think that someone has believed in my abilities enough to allow me to educate myself at such a place! How inspirational to see other student’s success and to know I can do the same! What a lucky gal. I feel very fortunate to have been a part of such a tradition.

A few years ago, I was doing laundry and noticed that all of my St Ben’s clothing happened to show up in the same load. This coincidence wasn’t really a coincidence. Was it? Or was it trying to tell me something more? (read more about this laundry episode here).

This weekend’s reunion activities reminded me of this particular load of laundry and how I hadn’t really figured out what it was trying to tell me. Dirty laundry speaks loudly, you know. But perhaps now I have a better understanding of the meaning behind this domestic phenomenon:

My Bennie laundry is a subtle reminder of my underlying potential; it is a reminder of my call to action; it is a colorful representation of the supportive and uplifting community of St Ben alums, faculty and friends who will guide me to success.

Hindsight is 20/20, as the saying goes. But instead of looking back at my years at St Bens with regret or disdain, I see them as years that truly shaped who I am. In this sense, this phrase simply indicates a clear vision of my past. Years where I was given the power to do anything I believed was possible.

A little rejuvenation and reassurance from my St Ben’s sisters is all I need to recall my past successes and to look to them in support of my future ones.

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